I'm not gonna lie, I'm exhausted. Being a mother is rewarding but also very exhausting. There are some days I wish I could transport myself to a sunny beach somewhere all by myself just so I can have a little breather and have a little time to myself and yes get some sun!
I'm an expert at over loading myself with things to do and right now it's caught up with me. Today I had to sit on the couch after I finally got Edith to bed and allow myself a little cry, I really needed to cleanse my soul. I am my worst critic, I'm never satisfied with myself, I'm constantly striving to be better and to find that one thing/one project/one idea that I can truly immerse myself. I feel that I have been procrastinating on what I really want to do with myself, my life. I guess it's self doubt or hoping I would find a creative partner in crime, but now I've realised I'm not getting any younger and it's time to bite the bullet and go for it. I'm not sure how it's going to happen, but it's the first step that's the hardest and if I can just take that first step then I'm heading somewhere.
So to all you mama's out there that are scare to go for your dream, well now's the time, cause you know what, there is never going to be a perfect time. B is for Brave and that's what we are.
Enjoy your Wednesday!
- Shirt by Beaumont Organic Tee
- Jeans by Gap 1969 Destructed Jeans
- Stan Smith's by Adidas from Net-a-porter